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Name: kika
Location: Manila, Philippines
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Member Since: 5/5/2006

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Wednesday, June 07, 2006

mixed... it's the right word for me. i dont actually know what seems to be happening to me.

 

 

can i just disappear now?

 

 

how come it's painful?

 

 

 

because it's real...


Sunday, May 28, 2006

love hate

have you ever felt so sad and hurt that it makes you wanna vomit? you wanted to cry so much but there are no tears. it feels so awful. you wanna scream and tell everyone how bad it feels but you have no choice but to just keep it inside. because the more you talk the more it will get complicated.

i hate people who are overly confident. as if there is no room for change and improvement because they tend to know everything, but in fact they only know little.

i hate people who doesnt care of other people's welfare. they are just so unfair that they only think of what is going to be good for them.

i hate backstabbers and liars. though i admit, i say somethings behind someone's back because i dont want them to get hurt by what i am about to say. i just make sure that i tell them what i dont like about them that wont hurt them so much.

i hate people who appear to be so nice but then do stupid things especially when it involves me.

i hate being hurt. it sucks big time! you've got nothing else to do but cry.

i dont understand why it's so hard to forget. it takes a really long time to heal. God, help me please.

 


Sunday, May 14, 2006

it's all about mamma

Happy mother's day to all the moms out there! i am blessed to have a very loving and understanding mom. though we hav differences we still manage to fix it. she is like a bestfriend to me. i dont have to tell her when i feel sad or when i feel happy, she knows it already. if there is someone who knows me well, it's my mama. i love her so much and that i couldn't afford trading her for anyone or anything else in this world. thank you for all the sacrifices and love that you have given us. i love you mum!


work work work

i already started my work last week. sobrang nakakatamad nga bumangon para pumasok. going to the office is really tiring. i have to climb the like a hundred teps to get to the train station. when i reach the top i'm almost out of breath. the good thing is, the train is not that crowded yet so i can get a good seat inside.

the people on our office are really cool. they know how to make things lighter when in fact everything is under time pressure. i just wish that i would finish on time and start the school year right.


Monday, May 08, 2006

walk day...

it was a tiring day. i woke up so early to meet up with elaine. we went to broadway centrum to pass our resumes but we were told that we should go to the tape office first. it was just a few lrt stations away but we decided to call the office first before pushing through. unfortunately, the person we were looking for was not there. so instead of wasting our time and energy in oing there we went to gateway to eat lunch. we met up with chiara and apoleen and ate together.

i decided to go with them to their office and try to pass my resume just in case we don't get hired by tape. the environment in their office was cool. the head supervisor was funny that we kept laughing all the time we were there. i had fun.

before going home we passed by mega to meet with jo for our small business. but we didnt get to see her anymore so we decided to just rest for awhile while eating fries and drinking nescafe ice. we talked about certain matters that we dont get to talk about everyday. it was fun because we opened up things that were unusual. haha... simple things make us really happy...

i went home with a really aching head. but here i am in front of the computer, writing my daily journal. ilove my baby.. but she's mad at me.. sad... =c



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